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Thursday, June 23, 2005

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 05:52:41 GMT

NEW XANGER!

www.xanga.com/Final_Redemption

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 02:38:04 GMT

<3</3<3

dino i miss u and our ghettoness! :(

Pngnprincess9890: fuck the bread...mindy guess wut i found!!!!!!!111
Itnim: wut?>
Pngnprincess9890: double stuffed oreros
Itnim: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Pngnprincess9890: lol
Itnim: I FLIPPING LOVE YOU!
Itnim: r u eetin my OreOs?
Itnim:
Pngnprincess9890: yup
Pngnprincess9890: u kno it
Itnim: heehee

edit deleted. hmm. 35 days. thats just wat i keep thinking. but will you miss me wen im gone?

....................hun im sorry..........

my body's sore from all this running and weak from all this crying and i think that we both knew all along that i was dying.........

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 04:51:57 GMT

Horrible Horrible Horrible News.
"Andrew McMahon, lead singer of Something Corporate and Jack’s Mannequin, has been diagnosed with Acute Lymphatic Leukemia. "
How could this happen? He is being treated in Los Angeles and doctors think he will have a full recovery (Thank God). If he doesnt I think I might die. Oh Andrew.....

I dont think there is any other way to word how im feeling to, so thx tammy for doin it for me...
Tammy (12:07:38 AM): this isnt fair
Tammy (12:07:43 AM): he saved me
Tammy: and now i cant save him

</3

as charlee said....

"1 in 10,000 people is affected by leukemia, or cancer of the blood. I don't think he ever believed it would be him when he wrote "Give me an answer why this cancer eats me away" in Ben Franklin's Kite."

which is another great point....here is the most awesome guy in the world. without him and his lyrics and him i would never have gotten through these past 2 years....

and birdsong! how could they do that........

i miss my dinosaur....and our ghettoness....

shit.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 15:59:29 GMT

i love you. 37 days...

hope u like the lyrics in the lyric box thingy <3 Konstantine <3

Went for a walk around 4 ish. Sorry to all the people that called {josh, V, chris, greg, and jay} but I left my cell here. Just wanted to be alone with the moon and my music. Which probably doesnt make sense to most people reading this. But thats ok. Stayed outside and watched the sunrise. This morning was good. I think I might do it more often. It being staying up then going out for a walk veryveryvery early in the morning. 1 am walks were always fun.......hmm.

edit.it.that.shit. we are talking about the sunrise this morning btw

Tammy: my alarm didnt go off
Me: awww
Tammy (11:24:01 AM): i didnt see it
Me (11:24:05 AM): that sucks
Tammy (11:24:13 AM): was it prettY?
Me (11:24:34 AM): yes it was
Me (11:24:37 AM): as always
Tammy (11:24:58 AM): :(
Me (11:25:29 AM): theres always tomorrow tho?
Tammy (11:25:49 AM): yea
Me (11:26:16 AM): thats why i love sunsets and rises
Me (11:26:22 AM): they are always there

<3 Rent <3

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 05:51:58 GMT

i dont think im ever gonna leave this one kid's site (jay) cus of the song <3333 click_here_to_hear_it this next part was written by the sexay kristal, but stolen by me because i loved it......

If it wasn't for you I would go crazy. You are there when I need to talk or if I just need to cry. I don't know what I would do if you weren't in my life, I think I might just die. You are the voice in my head giving me advice. When I'm sad or alone I just think about all the good times where we were laughing and playing around or even when we were just sitting there talking. You keep alive, you are one of my greatest treasures and I am greatful for the day you came into my life. I hope you know who you are beacause you are irreplaceble. The world will be a sad place once you are out of it as will my heart. You are everything I could ask for: a brother, a sister, a mother, a father, a girlfriend, a boyfriend, but most importantly a friend, just someone who is there for me in my time of need. I hope that one day I can give back to you all that you have given to me and so much more. Because if there was no you there would be no me. I love you with all my heart. To all of you that I think of as a friend thank you.

hmm...............
I love you.

41 days till i escape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 13, 2005

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 02:11:00 GMT

hi lovers.

pee.ehhs.hes my konstantine..its...11:11
and pretty damn soon till galil. 44 days...

raul, krystle, jess, bitch!!, illy, niel, nadav, charlee, krispy, my mommie, and josh are so cool.

i <333 mood rings and relient k *big smile*

i miss my raul and now shes gone for 6 weeks. *cry*

edit.it.that.shit.

well me and sam started a blog called Caretaker Lovers<333 we love caretaker from the movie the longest yard so yeah..lol we're weird but i love her sooooo mucho!!!! yea neways go join it....after ya commment me of course! lol <3 click_here_to_join

hmmm....I am the Goddess of Magic and Peace. I am a born star. Always supportive and influential, I'm the centre of attention and I am exceptionally friendly. I am a classic beauty.

Why am I Beautiful? ~*~Beautiful Soul~*~ You're the type of person who is loving, giving, sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You see the beauty around you and you admire it for its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked. People like to be around you because you make them happy. You have a wonderful personality and you're beautiful inside and out! wow that does sound like me...i think/hope? lol

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 16:00:22 GMT

I LOVE MY DINOSAUR!!!! i love raul!!!! and my mommie!!!! and josh!!! and everyone. lol. you know i love u and that im lazy and jooish so im not gonna write down ne1 else. blah. ny tomorrow till next friday. then p.a. at helena? i think....and then GALIL. thank god! i cant wait to go there again. and im jelous of evry1 who is goin for both sessions. but jess, jen, niel, and nadav are all goin to 2nd session so im happy. plus niel said that those weeks at camp will be all about me lol. i luv him mucho.

thats wats gonna keep me goin for awhile. galil. its wat ive been cravin since august and now its almost back! yay...

<333 Jue

edit.it.that.shit. haha im gettin a sex change for my friend!!!!

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 03:12:59 GMT

hey so.....i leeve my mommies today a lil after tenish i guess and go home....saddness. but tomorrow im gonna be a bum-k? so if ya call and i say yea id like to hang out be there in 10 minutes and im not there for like an hour, dont be surprised. lol.

I LOVE MY SAMMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

</3 pillsbury dough jue

edit.it.that.shit. why....does he havta be him?

dreaming away the ~~pain~~

finding myself high above the world

reality seems so far away

why did it have to be this way?

as i wipe away the blood

i clean my battle scars

thinking about the dreams i dreamt

while he was ~~tearing~~ me apart

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion!
And chances are, you're currently in love.
You have a strong physical response to love...
And you are great at committing
(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 15:42:21 GMT

so ive been havin funn. friday movies with josh sammie and charlee. longest yard is pretty funni.then went to hershey with sammie! so mch randomness i luv that girl. then we did nuthin today....but still had fun. and we r gonna watch 2 of the hottest guys on the planet soon...orlando bloom and johnnny depp. which meens we r gonna watch potc! happiness. lol 10 times charlee 10! *smile*
and ima be here till wed.
and soon is galil! thank god! or jah....lol

<333
pee.ehhs. u should click this --> BOIZAVECOTTIZ

edit.it.that.shit. ahhh!!!!!!!! i leeve here today...then one bum day at home...then ny. yay...ish? i dunno. dunt relly wanna spend the week in ny but i havta so y complain....hmmm luv u all!

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 20:18:12 GMT

deleted other entry.....Err. Bomb threat. So pissed cus now i havta take exams tomorrow instead of sleeping in. woop de doodle doo. And me, charlee, and tiago walked home from school which is about 5 miles so obviously it took awhile. bleh gonna go now huns....

<3

edit.it.that.shit. do you remember the part where i said i wanted to sleep in? well i feel the same way but about 1515281810848 times more. grrr. its supposed to be summer vacation!!!! *achenzies angry face/hands?* lol...

edit.it.that.shit.again. sammie is the coolest momie everevereverever...altho abusive and a bisons butt.